Its so cold outside, but its colder inside of me...
I am still calculating, i am still praying, i am still convincing myself that everything will be fine soon, but will it be fine after all?
I wish i can find a stranger to pour out everything, just to make myself feel better, to lessen my guilt and the emptiness inside me. I just need ears to listen to me, not some words of comforting or making fun of me,is it too hard to ask for???
On the other side,i pray to God that you will be okay, you will be happy, let me carry all these sadness but leave you with only happiness.
Maybe after what i have done, the guilt will stay there forever...
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